the emotional thrashcan

2006-03-22T02:22:00.000+08:00

2006-03-22T02:15:00.000+08:00

OK THATS IT. i no longer have the patience to wait hrs just uploading pictures. fuck off blogger, its all your fault. and goodbye my pretty pretty blog, the one i took hrs and hrs designing, the one i poured all my emotions to for close to a year.

you can get more of me at,
http://bracesandkisses.livejournal.com

happy fifth month hubby bubby! (:

2006-03-20T10:31:00.000+08:00

2006-03-20T09:49:00.000+08:00

2006-03-20T09:25:00.000+08:00

omg yay!!

2006-03-20T00:23:00.000+08:00

ugh. bloggers so annoying! taking so bloody long to upload my pretty pics.
im this close to switching to livejournal like daphy, fann and everyone who did.

2006-03-16T07:14:00.000+08:00

HAPPY EIGHTEENTH DAPHY!! a well deserved one (:
love love.

2006-03-16T06:55:00.000+08:00

now, now. how can ANYONE at all say panda's ugly?!!
he may be a little grumpy at times..but other than that hes the sweetest thing ever. bringing smiles to faces when he rolls or gives a paw, to the way he goes hysteric when he sniffs food(that expression is classic). and also how hes capable of making those funny noises,
i'm a sucha fool for you!

2006-03-16T06:47:00.000+08:00

i find joy in disturbing him (:

2006-03-15T18:06:00.000+08:00

meet the virtually created, sara natalie!! hahaha, and thats little panda at the corner (:
its amazing cause i found clothes i actually own. amanda and i totally dig these kinda girly games. go see her at her blog!
http://narc0leptic.livejournal.com/

and my dearest clara! she like went ikea widout me even though she knws im ikeas biggest fan, haha. cant wait to see her tmr at daphys. off to some shopping wid mommy &hubs now!

i knw we can pull through..

2006-03-14T11:40:00.000+08:00

i really really like bucky frm this season. except the fact that he has a twin. ha im rather, twin-phobic you see. not that his singing superb la, but theres just smth super duper cute abt him! and katherine, with that voice she's like the whole package. im so awed! and chris &taylor.

the girls tmr! (:

2006-03-14T01:11:00.000+08:00

i love this slightly homo boy (:

2006-03-14T01:05:00.000+08:00

my aborginal witch doctor! hooga.

2006-03-13T21:04:00.000+08:00

all these mixed emotions, its been four long years and who knws how long more to come. extremely dreadful esp during the festives.
thank god mama is gon stay here for a while, my prayers might be answered, everybody's prayers.

bumped into may that day! she's still a huge love i must say. im so glad she got into the jc she's been longing for all these while! she use to tell me abt the uniform and blabla. but one things for sure, she studied her way there (: stereotypically, a normal acad student wouldnt get in acjc, agree? anw, i was on my way to the IT fair wid mommy, and the moment i step into the convention hall, there was junhsiang! hahaha, quite ironic i must say.

so its been eating, online games, dozing off and ebaying together (:
how little things can yet mean so much.

2006-03-06T12:29:00.000+08:00

panda snippy snaps!

im so bothered by my boredom! to add to it, our telly channels bombard advertistment after advertisment trying to publisize contestants.
seriously, what wid all the auditions and competition to being a local celeb? i dont mean to highlight on local, but weigh the prospects.

read andrew's blog, and i cant agree more abt what he pointed abt the nyp sex scandal.

2006-03-06T07:05:00.000+08:00

daphy..are you coming back for me?

2006-03-06T00:12:00.000+08:00

my sara&gerard earrings (:
pillow fights, foot massage, carrot&parrots, big toe in nostril, schwrk, breakfast in bed.
dont fred love, whatever happens we're together.

2006-03-04T04:42:00.000+08:00

im sorry i couldnt make your very bad day any better..how you had to tell me nippy died while you were playin soccer.

missin you more than i thought i would.

2006-03-04T02:38:00.000+08:00

zits, wid an s and prominent. save me someone? gime an overnight remedy.
im so unhappy theres no space for enthusiasm tmr.

back frm keshia's birthday chalet (: that darling. i meant to call her just to see if she was using the same number. cabbed there wid clara and she gave me such a pleasant surprise! (: knwing i cut my nails alot cause i like em short, she got me a nail clipper durin her trip to taiwan..awww!! furthermore, its heart shaped! (: she loves me..

hazel and i were talkin abt the sex scandal frm nyp. it was so funny! esp black dick growing out of asshole. and everytime i talk to hazel, i think abt little pendek, cause she has his sister, little pammie. then we'll exchange infomation abt our dogs (: shes a bundle of joy.

daphy, daphy. ive been reading her blog entries, and althou ive nvr been the closest to her, im proud to say we've been friends for years now (: despite her being born of a silver spoon, she's nvr shown any arrogance or condemn anyone unreasonably. ok, mayb a little bitching? but who doesnt. in fact, i enjoy bitching wid her! what i admire most is that shes appreciative of what she has. and the part esp when she went, 'i feel so bad im not making him(her dad) feel any better.' sucha a sweety!
i love you dear girl! (:

back to calling my hubby bubby.

2006-03-03T13:30:00.000+08:00

oh, did i mention? i saw seem oh and her boyfriend at bukit panjang plaza. haha and saying that still sounds raw. her boyfriend's so funny! esp when he said smth abt east siders had issues, when we were complaining abt the distance (:

OMG panda just ran into my room all clumsy like for no reason. he prob had a bad dream, but if not, im quite freaked out la. being home all alone is usually the case whr everything happens. to add to it, hubs and i watched the eye ten last night. anything sudden wil just make my heart pop.

im missing you alrd.

2006-03-02T02:15:00.000+08:00

im missin little pendek, boo.

hub's dad bought this huge showerhead. its the biggest ive ever seen! impressive.

the pussy willow that nvr blossomed.

last sunday

drew my name on his nail (:

hubs bought me my lemon scented soap bar & a tablet of fizzing grapefruit bubble bath frm muji even thou he thought it was redundant. they smell so gd! (: &i got myself a pencil box! i love muji, despite it being quite overrated.

troy was gd.

2006-03-02T00:24:00.000+08:00

to someone who's dear to me,
abt your earlier comment after reading that girl's blog..on how we'd nvr understand but she does cause she's in the same situation. my dear girl.. its not based on whether we're in the same situation, cause its you we're caring for. if you open up you'll actually see that we want to be there for you. you're not alone either, so give us a chance. (: LOVE YOU.
heartfelt.

2006-02-27T06:08:00.000+08:00

i knw for sure, i'll always be running back to you.
let this last forever..

i love you, hubby bubby (:

2006-02-26T21:13:00.000+08:00

feelin happy (: why, i havent got any reason not to be contented wid.
gd family, plus gd lovin, plus gd friends, equals happy life!

haha i like daphy, shes always first to talk to me online.

back frm gerards. spent the whole night watching kill bill, vol. one&two. uma thurman looked kinda hot walking into hanzo's sushi place( im assuming thats what its called). despite all the brutality, uma slicing only the top of oren-ishii's head was hilarious!
(uma thurman slices!)
oren-ishii, looking stoned, could still say,: that's definitely a hanzo sword.

hahaha it just felt so commercial to me.

2006-02-25T04:31:00.000+08:00

happy shots before all that alcohol aftermath fuck. hoping the best for you, be happy my dear (:

i couldnt stop laughing aft snapping this!

hahaha!!! i bet you're laughing too.

2006-02-24T21:41:00.000+08:00

2006-02-23T20:31:00.000+08:00

i shall no longer regard panda as a dog. hes my baby bear! (:

2006-02-22T09:11:00.000+08:00

2006-02-22T06:45:00.000+08:00

fourth hubs! (:

love (:
gon b mad snapping tmr..ooh! i cant wait!

2006-02-21T22:03:00.000+08:00

new cammie! oh how i love it (:

2006-02-20T05:21:00.000+08:00

ooh! i just love the g in this font! pretty, isnt it?

ive decided, giving the pup away will be for the pup's best interest. having two dogs was far more than i thought i could handle. it seems that panda cant get along wid it afterall. he growls and almost attacks when pendek tries to play wid him. considering panda's weight which is abt 45kilos, i cant afford his paw crushing little pendek's ribs.

had gd bakuteh at changi village wid dad mom and hubs for dinner last night. panda came along for the bones! (: hubs&i finally caught memoirs. hm, besides gong lee&pumpkin, somehow nth else abt the movie left an impression. catch me if you can was better, ive had the book for 3yrs now, but i nvr came abt reading it.

WEDNESDAY!! i cant wait! gon club til i drop, as well as our fourth month (:

2006-02-19T18:21:00.000+08:00

hey gemuk gemuk.

2006-02-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

a new male pup! (: only 4months old and it gets along fine wid panda. yet to give it a name thou, gerard wil come help me decide tmr morn. and so far ive got names like,
gerard: Pehpek
mom: Pendek
sis: Kecik
clara: Ribcage (i think thats really cute!)

suggestions anyone? its black with a strip of white, petite, messy-haired (:

2006-02-16T23:29:00.001+08:00

the night safari was awesome (:

love love

2006-02-11T12:25:00.000+08:00

panda's made a new friend!! (: met alex last night wid oscar, his siberan huskey.
they couldnt come to terms at first, (it was scary, all that barking and constant growling), but aft miles of walkin, they were both exhausted and couldnt care less. i twisted my left foot while trying to restrain panda. and it hurts uptil now.

two young chaps wid biggish dogs were definately the eye of attn.

oh! they was this middle aged fella who had nth better to do, came threatening us wid the cops when we werent doin anythin against the law. according to that asshole, our dogs would loose control and bite little kids. like wtf? big dogs does not equal to kingkong. and besides, our dogs were leashed for god's sake! it sure got on alexes nerves.

famished, had supper wid clara. we must meet often darlin! aft your projs. (:

2006-02-10T03:12:00.000+08:00

ah hahaahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahaha!
so i was readin amanda's blog & apparently joshua's hamster Rum, ran away. it totally reminded me of gerard's hamster. and guess what clever little gerard named it? BUDDHA!! OMG!! BUDDHA? ahhahahahahah! its so damn funny. but aunty ida says its rude to call it buddha, so only infont of her buddha's called BOBO.

(: hes so fulla cock.

HAPPY NINETEENTH WIN! (: hugs.

2006-02-07T06:38:00.000+08:00

ppl have commented that ive put on weight. althou they are diplomatic abt it, like,
"oh i think you look better now" or, "you were too skinny then" blah blah. still, it took a long time to shed those pounds and now they're back again.
im so upset i cant slp haha what rubbish, im busy playin monopoly. not that my weight'll make me any inferior, but it would definately affect my appearance somehow. double chin etc.
must've been the bakua.

i deliberately kept gerards face towel in my bag, haha i feel like a stalker.

2006-02-06T02:28:00.000+08:00

my conclusion.
when it comes to friendships, everyone gets selfish, everyone gets calculative and noone is willing to forget all those to go that extra mile. because to everybody, noone is actually worth, that extra mile. but who can we blame? everyone has their flaws.

everyone, including me.
forgive me for thinkin this way, but trust is something i have to think twice abt now.

2006-02-06T00:29:00.000+08:00

i went widout slpin the whole night, and followed hubs to his football match this morn at marina. gdgd! ive gotten a little darker aft that hr, cause the weather was beautiful! all breezy&sunny, we were gon do some kite-flying, but daddy came to pick us alrd. went back to his place for a two hr nap, and headed down for sunset mass. its been awhile since i went to church, im so glad we did (: it was so coincidental that they were actually sellin the mass hymm bk! omg, i so had to buy it. been searchin for it, for sucha long time now! i can now sing all my favourite hymms at hm (:

went for dinner at westmall, then took a rough train ride down to bugis. HAHA rough-ride, inside joke. so the whole day was quite mundane, as we were both half-dead, insufficient slp..UNTIL!! the escalator chewed my flop!! YES, believe what youre readin. one of my flops literally got stuck at the end of the escalator. for a moment, i thought my big toe was gon get caught, it scared the shit outa me. hahahaha, amazingly i remained calm, pulled out the flop that was just helplessly standing upright, hoping noone saw what happened since there was no evidence of that missing chunk of flop. endless laughter poured throughout (:

brief expenditure on cab fare(5feb05): $45

still i enjoyed everybit of today darling! (:
except when i was caught in the rain on my way hm. must've been my punishment for not meetin phyll for supper at simpang. oh that girl, sigh.

2006-02-05T00:14:00.000+08:00

hello (:
happy lunar new yr all. it was not bad for me, i had fun at gerards uncle's place wid his little cousins. so many little boys! and i like little boys. haha, it was the funniest when this little boy tore his pants bad while playin! haha and theres this toddler whos extremely fat, and his brother just abt primary5? he speaks funny cause he has no front teeth. HOW CUTE! its been a long time since i played wid little cousins :D
the thrill for gambling remains, and i love it! lots of mahjong and blackjack.
went visit grandma frm moms side wid sis ystd, she was happy to see us (:
met hubs had dinner and caught fearless. it was alright, quite touching though. i so didnt expect jet lee to be poisoned to death, hes suppose to be one of those wushu masters whos able to withstand any gongfu blows and perge poison out of their bodies. you knw, those you see on telly, cross-legged and doin hand stunts. yup anyway, he died in the movie, and it happens to be a true story.

I HAVE TO WATCH CASANOVA! and v for i forgot what! and jarhead!

SO! im finally gon paint my rm walls! get new curtains up, get some pictures and shelves up and practically revamp my rm. yaay i cant wait.

gota wake up early tmr.
win's new pups the cutest!

2006-01-25T07:04:00.000+08:00

i havent slpt cause im still bored, and i still am not done wid my cupboards. and spring cleaning's not the only reason im not anticipating for the chinese new yr.

omg dionne! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (:

im hungry. if only hubs was here, we'd be ordering mac delivery alrd. the usual, three sausage macmuffins, one hotcake wid sausage, two hashbrowns, a regular iced-milo and tea. its just not the same when im alone. its been two whole days since we last met, definately a record.

i want a mohawk.

2006-01-25T01:30:00.000+08:00

life's so, monotonous.

2006-01-24T10:47:00.000+08:00

(: so finally, nth got in the way and i went tanning wid my darling clara. phyll was gon come wid us, but apparently she fell back dead into slp and ignored my almost a trillion calls. CLARA SPEAKS FUNNY NOW! hahahaha. she cant say sssssssssssssssssss. now thats for piercing your tongue. we saw like 4,5 couples takin hilarious wedding pics. it was really nice staying in the water talkin abt everything (: took the hr long busride home. and when bus rides are for an hr, it fuckin uncomfortable for legs esp with passing assholes stepping on my toe. my head rolling frm left to right and hers banging on the window, haha.

oh my. dad just told me there was a fire at one of the hses in my block late last night! hrd there were a few casualties and the fire affected the hse above as well. sigh, take precaution ppl.

i love you hubs (:

2006-01-21T00:31:00.000+08:00

the silent promise. (:

2006-01-20T22:47:00.000+08:00

my eyes are hurting.

2006-01-17T02:53:00.000+08:00

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2006-01-14T21:56:00.000+08:00

at last there was sun! sunny sunny sunny (:

mom and i decided to bring panda to the beach, pasir ris beach. and cause dad was still outa town, our form of transport, by FOOT. k i knw my place is a bridge away frm pasir ris, but to pasir ris beach was helluva long walk! but it was alright, stopped at white sands for food. ppl seem to like panda! (:

til i figure uploading, there'll be no photos of panda.

2006-01-12T21:50:00.000+08:00

ooo! mommy's makin prawn salad! anticipation. (:

gerard played wid my hair til i fell aslp before he left for studying ystd..

woke up and met my darling girl for dinner. im glad we met despite our dampened moods due to the weather. came over to my place for some telly and headed home. i thought it was quite unfair for cassandra that she was asked to cut her hair twice.
we live so freakin close to each other! its literally walking distance. walked her across the big bridge to pasir ris wid panda. he shat on the bridge haha (: and its so cute the way he avoids the metal covering stuff on drains. he'd jump over! yup so phyll&i are gon meet more frm now (: love that girl! and also the other girl who mistook me as hazel..sigh.

came home, played some monopoly wid daph, fann and eugene. its addictive! (: i lost last night, hmph. if daphy wins one more time shes gon dethrone me! but its not like im gon let that happen haha. i need to meet that happy bubble soon la. spoke to her til like, 8/9 this morn. (: monopoly tonight?

since gerards got no sch tmr..hes makin his way here! (: thats cause his phones flat and his charger's here. or is there more (:

2006-01-12T05:29:00.000+08:00

what was missing, isnt missing anymore. sara loves you (:

2006-01-10T18:31:00.000+08:00

i dont feel the least tired despite the minimal amount of slp (2&half hrs).
gon pick my boy up now! thats since ive got nth to do..im sweet.

2006-01-10T08:03:00.000+08:00

k so its 8am, and im playing monopoly and scabble wid daph and eugene?? haha, im the queen btw.

i can totally see little gerard singing rockin robin (: picturing those old photos and the old hair. HAHA!

2006-01-09T09:25:00.000+08:00

i love my babies!!
just sent my boy to the cab..he left those dentures here. yup, that was whats missing! haha, walked baby panda down as well. i could see the satisfaction in gerards face, when we both saw panda jump over the ledge he used to fumble over! (: how we've watched him transform frm a scorny, sickly dog..to a robust puppy and so full of life!

hm, daddy just spoke to me. and it made me realize some stuff..

ROCKIN ROBIN!! i happen to have a thong sayin that.

2006-01-08T18:42:00.000+08:00

gilmore girls, awesome (:
k, so im like almost addicted to backstreet boys', crawling back to you.

the marshmellowing wid dionne, john and hubs at clays was fun! haha.
meetin the girlfriends tmr (:

2006-01-04T15:39:00.000+08:00

i admit, i'm not exactly the most tolerant person in the world.

just woke up frm my, 16hr slp on mommy's bed.
i had a gd time wid phyll ystd. went dipping and tanning, she accompanied me during my haircut. the talking, bitching and exposing haha. no doubts abt my love for her!
met clara kyns jayan and bro in town for subway and gelares, and then i headed home.
fuck gelares. 5bucks for a little milkshake? id rather mos burgers. i cant help it, cab drivers earn half of our money. fuck cabs, fuck money.

i fucking need some chocolates now. but its raining!

RCIA in 4hrs. i havent gone for 2weeks.
i dont feel happy today.

2006-01-03T09:12:00.002+08:00

ZOUK

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mos

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happy birthday darling!

2006-01-03T09:11:00.000+08:00

a little gone..

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helo! mos was goooood (: althou half the time i couldnt find gerard.
we cabbed back his home to surprise aunty ida on new yrs day haha. anw, we went queensway to shop for those belated christmas presents til there was like only 45min left for ikea. how upsetting! i had so much more to get. like, i wanted plants and pillows, and more stuff for my room. gerard claimed i was negligent haha, when i started becoming panicky for the last 15mins.
down to alameen wid the rest, to welcome terence back home. i like my little english guard! went back to his place for shaun of the dead show, this remake of land of the dead. and those little britain episodes! haha hilarious.
so ive been spending lota time wid panda, the bringing him down, the brushing, the bathing, the buying him treats, hes become a naughty boy.

i really think i wana take up photography. but someone once told me, taking a picture in black and white, or in sepia at a certain angle, can easily be called a photograph. and theres always photoshop. someone enlighten me? droppin the sub.

relying on each other. im lovin it! (: gon watch some telly now.
im gon cut my hair, and im gon meet clara ltr!! for real (:

2005-12-23T18:45:00.000+08:00

ohhhhhhmygod. breathtaking isnt it.
the hses in a mess!! mom&i are takin a break. yaay, dads coming home today.
i feeel happy!

2005-12-22T23:40:00.000+08:00

gerard just left here, boohoo. it was a well spent second month though darling (:
i seriously cant imagine him widout his braces. hahaha like whats gona happen to braces & kisses!
anw, last night was the bomb! the girls had our free drinks frm liquid. i used claras card first haha cant wait to collect mine next week. it was so higggggh la. seriously thought i could hold my liquor for at least five drinks, i was so wrong haha. left for zouk wid hubs all aft his grandmas birthday dinner at east coast. shes like really cute and chubby, matriach indeed.
oh and zouk, totally overated. but im so glad i managed to sober up at the end. not like jiseng? this guy who was totally wasted. it was dam funny the way clay poh win phyll hazel all tried to get him up and into a cab. they caused him a huge bruise on his head! haha winona! hurry send me the pics k!

its so nice calling panda, panda all over again. yup, ive got a doggy! a 2yr old keeshond this time. the previous owner so mistreated that poor thing..thin, unkept fur, ticks.. but hes back to being a happy boy now! he rolls clumsily btw, how cute (:

CLARAS BAACCK!! dont worry, this one wont bite (:

yaay some new furnitures comin tmr, gona stay home and help. ive yet to finish writing those courts lucky draw forms.

chilled at amandas new place that day (: it was nice seeing her again aft so long..

btw, kingkongs better than i thought it'd be! hazels so cute, she cried during the movie haha.

2005-12-15T11:04:00.000+08:00

ra-s.

2005-12-15T01:21:00.000+08:00

all of a sudden, i miss clara so much.

how we use to club and cab back together together..
and the time when we went tanning at 10am in the morning, after a night of clubbing..
the whole process frm us gettin the call, to the interview and wrking at toysrus together..
how we played lan one on one before our toni and guy haircut..
the time she had to go through so much and would confide to me abt mirdat..
she'd always give me her perspective on relationships to ponder abt..
and our budget shoppings, haha..
how she'd always have to wait for me cause of my bad time management..
how she knws when im unhappy.

esp those gd ol kc days?
the time we cried so much when we were posted to diff classes..
where we'd spend so much time having dc together..washing chairs and painting the big white boxes, getting our pinafores all dirty.
and laughing throughout our way home the 31 bus wid dp behind us..
and the hiding in my closet wid dionne when my dad came home?

how i've always thought she doesnt care, but deep down she just has her way of it.
its so nice to knw we've watched each other grow. you knw im here for you,
i love you darling girl.

2005-12-12T16:16:00.000+08:00

i opened my eyes at ten this morning to see gerard starring back at me (: i feel loved.

missing the girlfriends.

2005-12-12T04:48:00.000+08:00

my only exception

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kinky

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OOH!!

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viewing mall (:

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byebye terence!

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corny (:

2005-12-12T04:18:00.000+08:00

i had a long dreadful day, the crowd was neverending i couldnt even have a proper convo wid clara who visited. was up all night the night before, so i probably slpt for an hr or two. we were busy building mall tycoon wid hubs and eventually flunk as entrepreneurs. back to where i was, extremely exhasuted, caused much extra wrk at the end of the day, and not just for myself. the night couldnt end any worse, really. sorry chris sylvia florence, i had to leave first.

still, hubs made it better. i found the sweetest flippy-comic thing in my cupboard (:
heres something random.
gerard: "KOOTOOS. march forward, and MULTIPLY!"
hahaha hes so cute la, kisses.

2005-12-12T03:55:00.000+08:00

aft crystal jade

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only you complete me now

2005-12-12T03:31:00.000+08:00

AHAHAHHAHA!! things we do in the middle of the night..

2005-12-12T03:30:00.000+08:00

my neck recovered!

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eggheads

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ive got big front teeth

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sweet love

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haha

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so cute haha

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on the chairlift!

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huubs.

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sarard (:

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hoho

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sunkissed (:

2005-12-12T03:23:00.002+08:00

mall in jb! (:

2005-12-12T03:23:00.001+08:00

haha! blindfolded phyll

2005-12-12T03:23:00.000+08:00

and finally..

2005-12-12T03:22:00.000+08:00

big smiles (:

2005-12-12T03:21:00.001+08:00

i like party hats

2005-12-12T03:21:00.000+08:00

2005-12-12T03:20:00.001+08:00

phyll&leonard

2005-12-12T03:20:00.000+08:00

and more

2005-12-12T03:19:00.001+08:00

darling birthday girl (:

2005-12-12T03:19:00.000+08:00

boating

2005-12-12T02:38:00.000+08:00

i finally found someone, that knocks me off my feet
i finally found the one, that makes me feel complete
we started over coffee, we started out as friends
it's funny how from simple things, the best things begin

this time is different, dah dah dah dah
its all because of you, dah dah dah dah
its better than ever, cause we can talk it through.
ooh, my favourite line, was "can i call you sometime?"
its all you had to say to take my breath away

this is it, oh ive finally found someone,
someone to share my life.
ive finally found the one, to be with every night.
cause whatever i do its just got to be you,
my life has just begun,
ive finally found someone..

did i keep you waiting, i didn't mind
i apologize, baby that's fine
i would wait forever just to know you were mine
and i love your hair, sure it looks fine
i love what you wear, isn't it the time?
you're exceptional, i can't wait for the rest of my life

have faith in us, have faith in me.
dont forget this love.

2005-11-27T12:44:00.000+08:00

as much as i wana share wid the one im falling deeper for, there are things i choose to keep inside, hidden frm the world. i hate myself for that. all i can ask is for time. im afraid and dead tired of pretending. i just knw i wana spend every day wid you.

yet my soul is dead.